MY LIFE WITH AND WITHOUT EDWARD RAUSCHER....

by LETICIA PINA RAUSCHER
(UNION CITY NEW JERSEY)

MY LIFE WITH MY HUSBAND EDWARD HAS NOT BEEN EASY ..I TIRIED TO SAVE HIM MANY TIMES FROM MANY PROBLEMS HE HAD HIS MOM LEEVING HIM WHEN HE WAS 13 AND THEN HE BECAME A DRINKER AND SMOKED ALOT AND DID OTHER THINGS TO HURT HIS MIND AND SOUL TO FORGET THEN TOWARDS THE END OF HIS LIFE HE ENDED WEIGHTING 90 POUNDS HAD MANY BLOOD TRANSFUSIONS BAD HEART COULD NOT WALK ANY MORE GOT LUNG CANCER STAGE 4 AND THEN WENT TO HIS BRAIN COULD NOT SPEAK OR OPEN HIS MOUTH TO EAT LOOKED UP ALL THE TIME ..THE DAY HE DIED MARCH 15 2012 THURSDAY AT 6.23 PM I WAS WITH HIM ALONE HE LOOKED AT BTHE WALL WITH SUCH AMAZEMENT .. AND THEN HE LOOKED AT ME AND TOOK HIS LAST BREATH...

THEN 5MINS AFTER HE DIED THE VASE WITH FLOWERS FELL AND BROKE IN PIECES......I PICKED UP THE ASHES THIS WEEK ..NOW I CAN SAY EDWARD MY LOVE YOU ARE FINALLY HOME WITH ME..!!!! I AM JUST WAITING FOR NTHAT SIGN THEN ONLY THEN CAN I FIND PEACE AND COMFORT... LTICIA PINA RAUSCHER TILL WE MEET AGAIN MY LOVE...XXXXXOOOO

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Jul 14, 2018
 I'm So Sorry
by: Freddy Mustafa

Hi Leticia,First of all,I'm living in Turkey now for the last 5 yrs,I'm by the mountains and the sea it's really beautiful here,I'm single,Petty I'm so sorry for your loss,I understand he had many problems as well,As you know I had some problems back then myself but now praise the lord I am free of all my problems that ruined my marriage to you,Leticia,I loved you so much but let that dumb stupid thing called drugs get in the way of many aspects of my life,including losing you and your mom,and Dad whom I love very much as well.They were always so nice to me and miss them AND you so much!How I got here to Turkey must have been a blessing to get away from all the veils of the USA,my Mom passed away and when I came here for her funeral,because I also loved my mom very much,I ended up staying here,and been here ever since.I think about you sometimes during the days when I was I wasn't cursed by drugs sch how happy we used to be,laughed a lot,you used to like when I cooked stuff for us,Mami,and Papi,would visit us,that would tad US with them for rides in his New Cadillac he had,it was fun.How I wish those days would return.I work private Security here for a Construction Company,but soon I will be getting my Social Security,I'm 61 yrs old,but still look like 50 or so they say,it must be the beautiful mountain and sea air all around me.I take walks along the sea shore,it's like a greenish blue color,I see dolphins sometimes very close to me by the shore,it's nice.Wish you could see it also.Anyways please don't be angry with me anymore,I know I broke both of our hearts but even God forgives.I have no one that writes to me and you would really make me so happy if you wrote to me.Please give my love to Mami,Papi,Lourdes,Lissette,Paulette,Thank you so much for your understanding,Love you Leticia,bye
Mar 28, 2012
 im sorry
by: Urania

I know we have not spoken in many years, but I just wanted to say I'm sorry for your loss. May God give you the strength to cope with the pain you are going through. May God watch over him and may he rest in peace.

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