My Daddy was my heart. He was the kindest, gentlest person on earth. Everyone loved him dearly.
He had congestive heart failure. He left this world on January 31, 2010. I cannot get over the loss. I nursed him for a week. My Mom and I were with him when he took his last breath, on either side of him, holding his hand. He died at home.
I cannot get past the fact that he is gone. I am in a constant fog. I go about my daily job robotically. I work in the healthcare field and it is becoming difficult to put on a happy face everyday when you have a crushing feeling on your chest. I miss him so very much. I feel him around me everyday and it makes me even sadder because I cannot kiss his little face and embrace him. I know it will get better someday but I cannot cope with this heavy heart.