missing my daughter
by Robin schmidt
my daughter had a perscription drug problem. she was 26yrs. 3-13-83 1-11-10. she has 2 kids zoey 6yrs macy 4yrs. her name was ashley. she died of a drug overdose. we have dealt with her problem for a while. it was accidental. i have been so miserable. its been a year im learning how to live life without her.
i had her when i was 16yrs i feel like part of me died to. everybody says im doing good. i just feel i need to help someone going through this. i dont know if that means try to talk to drug addicts, except i couldnt help her and i have several family members on drugs and this loss has not helped them. maybe i should help listen to other parents how lost their child. im trying to decide what to do.
i do know i couldnt have made it without god family, friends to talk to and of course my grandchildren. oh and my husband. she was saved. ive learned she had a disease drug addiction it took over her life. i miss her so much. never thought i would bury my child. our church family has been so good to us. i dont know how any one could go through this without god and loving family and friends. god bless anyone going through loss.