let it begins!

by Reanetse motloli
(friendship Town (city))

This feeling is within me each and every day and night. Am living like a slave of pain and formidable should i blame my creator? should i blame my mind or my feelings. why are you giving me something that doesn't belong to me? do i deserve to be like this am safaring emotional and physically my heart is bleeding with blood........... crying each and everyday hoping to find the way am loosing my self . loneliness role my life, should i search for love or peace i turn to be loosing my temper.


Where these beginning these no end ........i dreamed about it i wish i could reach my dream . let it be like that let me know the truth .I cant smell death my dad past away he leaves me in a strange world suffering with no food and hope of living ........... my feeling are deep and my mind has full of ballad the words of temptation and difficulties run through my brain hoping that i will find the way . living in this house where these no peace .


I've DECIDED TO COMMIT SUICIDE BUT I DIDN'T SUCCEED.............WHAT AN EXPERIENCE ?...........AM ENTERING THE REALLY WORLD AM LIVING IN A SECOND CHANCE WHERE THERE ARE CHALLENGES I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TO MY EARLY AGE......