by Elaine
(Lake Stevens WA USA)
I wish you knew how much you were truly loved n how much you are missed. As I watch your babies grow I see you in them. None of this is right it's all so wrong. God wanted you home, we wanted you here. I know you are happy your sorrow is behind you. NO more tears just the joy of our Lord. I regret that we talked that day n you said nothing, just that you loved me n couldn't wait to see me. Why couldn't you wait? The pain is unbearable sometimes. My heart is only half of what it was. I miss n love you n Paul. Always my love, mom