(Tulsa, Oklahoma, USA)
I only had my husband for eight years but I lost him on June 19, 2015. My doctor has me on Zoloft and Xanax. I go home from work and turn on the TV and do nothing, I am lucky if I get a load of laundry done or do the dishes. I feel so lost. I have spent the past two and a half years taking care of him, taking him to his doctor appointments, making sure he had everything he needed and now he is gone....poof just like that, gone. Everyone says I am doing terrific and look great but they do not see me on the inside. My friends want me to go out to see a movie or to dinner and I dont want to go- I want to be home with my dog and cat. The phone has finally stopped ringing and people have stopped coming over, they are getting on with their lives and I feel releaved I am being left to myself- I have made an appointment to see a grief counselor to see if this will help with my emotions. They say only time can help heal wounds. To my husband, I love and miss you terribly-
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