FORREST DOUGLAS SNYDER 12-17-59 TO 07-08-2014

by CYNTHIA LUCILLE HUNT
(OGDEN UTAH USA)

MY HEART HURTS. WHAT WILL I DO THE NEXT TIME I GET FEELING SO AWFUL AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR DO ABOUT IT? DOUG YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME. YOU HAD A GREAT AMOUNT OF PATIENCE WITH ME LISTENING TO MY SAD STORIES ALL MY GRIEF. YOU ALWAYS MADE ME FEEL BETTER YA ALWAYS. WE HAD SOME WONDERFUL TIMES DIDNT WE? WE SAW A LOT TOGETHER DIDNT WE? WE WATCHED EACH OTHER GROW FROM YOUNG STUPID KIDS TO MUCH OLDER PEOPLE WITH A STORY TO TELL. I KNOW YOU WERE TIRED, VERY TIRED OF ALL THE CHALLENGES THIS LIFE BRINGS, WELL I AM TOO. I WISH I COULD HAVE WENT WITH YOU. NOT THAT I WOULD WANT TO LEAVE MY DAUGHTER AND FAMILY THAT I LOVE SO MUCH BUT TO GO WITH YOU AND NEVER LOSE YOU. TRUE FRIENDS ARE FEW THESE DAYS. BABY YOU WERE A TRUE FRIEND TO ME YOU CARED ABOUT ME, YOU ALWAYS WANTED THE BEST FOR ME EVEN IF YOU WERENT DOING WHAT YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN DOING. DEATH IS SOMETHING WE SORT OF FORGOT TO TALK THROUGH. I AM LOST SO VERY LOST I STILL DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU I TRIED TO FIND A NUMBER FOR YOUR MOTHER DELON AND KAREN WITH NO LUCK. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU. MAYBE BY WAY OF GODS DIVINE INTERVENTION I WILL SEE AND LEARN WHAT MY HEART NEEDS TO KNOW. I PRAY FOR YOU I HOPE YOU ARE AT PEACE. I PRAY THAT ALL YOUR PAIN WENT AWAY , AND NOW YOU FEEL REAL GREAT WITH NO WORRIES. I BELIEVE YOU CAN READ THIS!! I ALSO BELIEVE THE OTHER DAY IT WAS YOU WHEN I FELT SOMEONE TUG AT MY HAIR AND TURNED AROUND AND NOBODY WAS THERE, AT LEAST THAT I COULD SEE ANYWAY. I FELT IN MY HEART THAT WAS YOU LETTING ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE OK. YOU KNEW THAT I WOULD BE WORRIED SICK. I FELT COMFORT IN THAT. SO LIKE DO SOMETHING ELSE OK? PLEASE DONT STOP THERE. LETTING GO OF YOU WAS NEVER IN MY VOCABULARY WAS IT? I CERTAINLY HAVE NO REGRETS. I WILL BE TALKING TO YOU OFTEN, I BELIEVE YOU WILL HEAR EVERY WORD. YOU HAVE BEEN THE TRUEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER KNOWN. OMG I AM GOING TO FREAK WITHOUT YOU HERE. I MIGHT NEED HELP WITH THAT. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART JUST LIKE ALWAYS. CANT WAIT TILL I GET TO SEE YOU AGAIN. THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN XOXOXOXOX YOUR BEST FRIEND EVEN AFTER THE END RIGHT?

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